星期六，director行地盤，本來個saturday off換成了$600，不深究600的價值，但我更想用600換回一日假期。

今個wk自己好乖咁去左library溫左5晚書，不過有一晚是在夢中渡過的；星期日，一早也不在狀態，想東想西，就是沒有專心；後來先好D； 初頭係到 flip through pages 後來睇constitution 都用左大半晚，半知半解的完成了declaration of trust 的evidential issue concerning land (Rochefoucauld v Boustead, Bannister v Bannister)同disposition of equitable interest (Grey v IRC, Vandervell v IRC, Gissing v Gissing)====超confusing

不過trust 都唔係咁驚，因為上年合格，今年重讀，如果冇咩差池，應該都可以，最驚係land 同tort，輸了一次，真的有Ｄ擔心。
自己真的能夠放下過去的失敗嗎？

本想專心溫書，誰知第一天就失敗了﹣失敗往往由早上開始，一早在安全早會裡，就不小心土地採了地雷，在未有心思熟慮前，把一些根本的安全議題攤開了出來，當場和科文站在一個對立面，在一眾員工面前對立，下不了台，留下一萬個失志。

對著輝哥，一個對於安全可說認真和盡責的科文，由於種種的不慎，造成一個又一個的誤會；結果是被掫喻得想哭．．．

這些日子，好像在不停不停的累積教訓，就像赤裸裸的經過一個個樹林，弄得體無完膚；可惜在疤痕剛剛形成時，自己又「勇」字當頭，衝呀衝，一次比一次跌得傷；一次比一次跌得痛。根本未有好好的汲取教訓，好像燃燒生命，更實慣是自取滅亡，給我九條命也不夠死，悲哀吧！

引阿虫的一只話：
千頭萬緒，
只不過是百色紛紛。
可以看得很重，
也可以看得很輕。

冰冷的藉口
就算滿懷希望，滿懷期盼，都會向自己說一個個藉口，讓情感冰冷。
可笑呀！可笑！
把自己騙得多了，有時已分不出，它的真假。

今日心血來潮，整理一下過去的相片，好像想找尋一下點點凡回憶吧！

之前因為部腦懷了，可能是底板壞了，最後連CPU都燒埋；過去的相片，Form 7 同Ｄ同學仔的相片，湖南的相片，同埋一Ｄ去澳門，甚或一些行山的相片，好像都遺留在壞電腦裡，一部相信不能再用的電腦裡！

找回相片，好像唯有在一疊疊不知名，甚或未有標記的CD裡瀏覽，把一張張光碟放入新電腦時，總有一份期盼，期盼這一隻光碟裡，就是哪些想拾回的回憶。可是光碟一隻一隻地打開，好像都不是心目中想尋回的；其中最諷刺的是其中一隻光碟套還在，光碟已失去了，是失望罷，是無奈罷．．．

過去的，失去的的
要尋回本就是一點也不容易...

'What's left could possibly be some sort of memories and inevitably become history'

之前比左老媽子自己個舊電話號碼(96658744)，lee排佢聽完Ｄ朋友講話個no.有7有4唔好，就不停complaint lee排又整牙、又訓唔到、又腳痛，我唯有話唔舒服就睇醫生，佢又話睇醫生唔洗錢；將最近發生的事都推到電話號碼上，唯有你去cut左個no.轉個個啦！真。。。犀利。。。

今晚，放工，可能因為上左半日堂唔洗花精神，夜晚溫書特別精神，居然點點睡意都冇，溫左leasehold covenant 的一半，比預期好。不過其中就真係唔食得飯，食飯訓半晚，食面訓半個鐘，唔食真係好似好Ｄ。不過長期係咁晚晚10點來個雲吞面真係大鑊．．．

溫書前見到year 1的時候一個同學，而家讀緊CPE，讀埋今年就完啦。。。真好。。。自己好像前路茫茫！

復活節有friend約星期五晚落bar，有friend行山，更有friend去塔門camp，原本計劃，玩一日，讀三日書；看著桌前一本一本未完的書，比朋友一番提醒。放棄了

最近很多很多的「大」新聞，紐約天塌倒塌死左好多人；連績2日有4個性工作者被殺，由心底的覺得行兇者的冷血，她們無奈地以肉體來換取金錢，雖然不合法，總比去偷、去搶，好得多；甚至比掛著羊皮的政客更值得尊重；她們錯嗎？可能是錯在學歷太低，未有足夠的技能，她們可能更沒有選擇的權利。真得可悲。

開departmental meeting，foundation project係荃灣多左個新盤，唔夠人我食左，兩頭唔到岸，一南一北，工作停不了。。。

Lee 個wk 真係好攰，星期一脫左隻智慧齒，食埋藥，完全死左。跟住個幾日都係溫書、溫書．．．一個結論就係係屋企真係永遠溫唔到，因為張床實在太吸引，唯有去library，尋晚撞到阿蕾，佢lee個wk晚晚都溫，相比佢，真係要努力。
今晚睇M. Dixon的registed land，成晚3個鐘都係完左30頁，仲要冇case個隻，幾時先可以睇完unregistered interest which override....聽日可唔可以唔番工也也也

Vanilla Ice Cream that puzzled General motors!!!!

An Interesting Story - Never underestimate your Clients' Complaint, no matter how funny it might seem!

This is a real story that happened between the customer of General Motors and its Customer-Care Executive. Pls read on.....

A complaint was received by the Pontiac Division of General Motors:

'This is the second time I have written to you, and I don't blame you for not answering me, because I sounded crazy, but it is a fact that we have a tradition in our family of Ice-Cream for dessert after dinner each night, but the kind of ice cream varies so, every night, after we've eaten, the whole family votes on which kind of ice cream we should have and I drive down to the store to get it. It's also a fact that I recently purchased a new Pontiac and since then my trips to the store have created a problem.....

You see, every time I buy a vanilla ice-cream, when I start back from the store my car won't start. If I get any other kind of ice cream, the car starts just fine. I want you to know I'm serious about this question, no matter how silly it sounds "What is there about a Pontiac that makes it not start when I get vanilla ice cream, and easy to start whenever I get any other kind?"

The Pontiac President was understandably skeptical about the letter, but sent an Engineer to check it out anyway.

The latter was surprised to be greeted by a successful, obviously well educated man in a fine neighborhood. He had arranged to meet the man just after dinner time, so the two hopped into the car and drove to the ice cream store.

It was vanilla ice cream that night and, sure enough, after they came back to the car, it wouldn't start.

The Engineer returned for three more nights. The first night, they got chocolate. The car started. The second night, he got strawberry. The car started. The third night he ordered vanilla. The car failed to start.

Now the engineer, being a logical man, refused to believe that this man's car was allergic to vanilla ice cream. He arranged, therefore, to continue his visits for as long as it took to solve the problem. And toward this end he began to take notes: He jotted down all sorts of data: time of day, type of gas uses, time to drive back and forth etc.

In a short time, he had a clue: the man took less time to buy vanilla than any other flavor. Why? The answer was in the layout of the store. Vanilla, being the most popular flavor, was in a separate case at the front of the store for quick pickup. All the other flavors were kept in the back of the store at a different counter where it took considerably longer to check out the flavor.

Now, the question for the Engineer was why the car wouldn't start when it took less time. Eureka - Time was now the problem - not the vanilla ice cream!!!! The engineer quickly came up with the answer: "vapor lock".

It was happening every night; but the extra time taken to get the other flavors allowed the engine to cool down sufficiently to start. When the man got vanilla, the engine was still too hot for the vapor lock to dissipate.

Even crazy looking problems are sometimes real and all problems seem to be simple only when we find the solution, with cool thinking.

Don't just say it is "IMPOSSIBLE" without putting a sincere effort.... Observe the word "IMPOSSIBLE" carefully....

Looking closer you will see, "I'M POSSIBLE"...

夜晚食完飯，去左HMV睇左陣碟，更專程去搭天星的尾班船，正值文化中心的表演散場，天星小輪外國人多過香港人，係冇位個隻；之後再係中環街頭，逛了一轉；先搭電車番屋企。

有時就鍾意一個人得閒夜闌人靜時，享受一下天星的海風，電車在中環街角風馳電掣電制的感覺。很寧靜，很舒服．．．

其實如果星期日唔係要溫書，真的很想可以去南丫島渡宿一宵，調劑下平日的工作壓力。

Lee 幾日，公司external audit，幸運地，地盤被選中了，再加埋5號個integrated audit，有排玩。 audit應該是一個很好的機會，推site做野，可惜的是，推是有推，做都是自己做，功力未夠，就真係功力未夠。 如果唔係要讀書，很想很想約朋友食飯，吹水，因為再這樣下去，真的是人都癲。 今日emergency training，比個site agent玩番轉頭，問個silo 缸需唔需要安避雷針，自己話天秤先要，附近有三面被樓圍住；跟住佢即刻話安全主任話唔洗，我即時語塞。 番屋企唯有自己check，library, science direct都找不到，就這樣消耗了一晚寶貴時光。雖然他們可能說說算，但我應該用甚麼態度面對呢？ 有時是否真的不需太認真．．．